Week 8

Some days are diamonds and some days are.... well just pure shitty! My weight is out of control and I still feel like I have no idea who I am anymore. I gave up seeing the  Dr Focus (Counsellor), I am going back to GP to get something else sorted. This cannot keep going on like this. I feel like I am crazy!!

I still feel like some dark cloud has encased me and I cannot escape or breathe.  I have once again reached out onto more forums trying to seek someone, anyone, who can relate to how I feel.  I seriously feel like I am alone in this damn world and no one understands how I feel.  This makes it even harder as I feel like everything I am going through is so damn abnormal.   I just need to suck it up!