So Today Is The Day

Today is Day 1 of not smoking!  I feel ok but after previous attempts, I feel a little overwhelmed.  I do not cope very well and I believe I have tried to organise myself for this quit better than the former attempts.  I guess we will wait and see.

The reasons I am giving up is because I have smoked too far long and I need to try and restore some of the damage I have done to myself over the years.  I have a new grandson and it breaks my heart to think that I would not be around to see him grow up.  There are many other reasons but they are the main ones.

My last attempts have often been unsuccessful due to the fact that I get so aggressive and depressed.  I am hoping that this will not be as bad this time.  On we go for day 1
WOOT WOOT!