Where Is Caz?

Hello! Has anyone seen me?  Where the fuck did I go?  Oh wait!  I see her now, how could I have missed that bitch from hell staring back at me in the mirror?  Yes I am having a pity party and all my personalities are invited.  You see, at the moment, I have about 10!  Yes, they vary from the child from hell Caz to the super bitch Caz.  My family are definitely experiencing a new dimension living with me at the moment.

My hubby and I are now thinking of going to Counseling.  We are barely talking now and we both cannot stand to look at one another.  I am angry for no reason lately.  I hate everything and this is NOT me.  I am usually fun loving, happy and positive, where the hell have I gone?  My friends are keeping away from me and I just do not have the patience to deal with anyone.

I have now gained 4 kilos.  So my weight has now gone from 81 kilos to 85!  How the fuck can anyone put on that much weight in 10 days??  Maybe it is my other personalities sneaking out and raiding the fridge!  Who knows, Who cares!  I want to feel normal!

I am going to try and get my shit sorted.  I will get this counseling session underway and try and get my diet under control.  I do feel under all this depressive and aggressive cloud that there is a tiny chance to climb out, I just have to find it.